Billie Holiday
Discography
Lyrics
I'll Be
Around (1942)
lyrics
and music by Alec Wilder
| rec
date |
type |
# |
discography |
tk |
rec
time |
| 1958 |
MT |
308 |
Lady In Satin |
11 |
3'22" |
I'll be around
No matter how
You treat me now
I'll be around from now on
Your latest love
Can never last
And when it's past
I'll be around when she's gone
Goodbye again
And if you find a love like mine
Just now and then
Drop a line to say you're feeling fine
And when things go wrong
Perhaps you'll see
You're meant for me
And I'll be around when she's gone
Goodbye again
And if you find a love like mine
Just now and then
Drop me a line, say you're feeling mighty fine
When things go wrong
Perhaps you'll see
You're meant for me
And I'll be around when she's gone
When she's gone
(See below the comments by Joe Styles)
Dear Paulo,
With the possible exception of Coltrane's
A
Love Supreme, no jazz album has suffered more from well-meant but
vacuous out-pourings of its admirers than
Billie
Holiday's
Lady
in Satin. When I get in a certain frisky mood I'll hop into the
on-line reviews of this album as an exercise is seeing how music criticism
should
not be written. Look at this gem (from:
http://www.amazon.com/review/RS7Y6JZG3ZO9C/ref=cm_srch_res_rtr_alt_1
):
'"
I'll
Be Around" gives Billie another opportunity to explore
the pain of how she must wait for a man who she hopes will
come to love her someday. Billie's interpretation of "
I'll
Be
Around" glistens like pure gold and the musical arrangement
shines, too.'
Maybe my synethesia isn't working this week, but I simply have no clue what an
"interpretation . . . [that] glistens like pure gold"
sounds
like.
At least part of the problem is that folks approach
Lady
in Satin as an autobiographical statement
about Holiday rather
than as a work of musical craft
by her. She's a jazz singer,
and one thing all good jazz singers do is change things in songs. In her
version of "I'll Be Around," I count at least eighteen changes
Holiday made to the music and/or words as originally composed by Alec Wilder:
I’ll Be Around--Billie Holiday, 1958
KEY:
Underscoring = sung
on two (or more) notes, where originally
there was only a single note
Italics = added word/words or
word changed [or dropped] from original;
if word changed, original word in parentheses ( ) to the right
[word] = word omitted from original
lyric
I’ll be around
no matter how
you treat me now;
I’ll be around
1
from now on.
Your latest love
can never last
and when it’s past,
I’ll be around
2
when she’s gone.
Goodbye, again,
and if you find a love like mine,
3
just now and then
4
drop a line to say
you’re feeling fine.
And when things go wrong
5
perhaps you’ll see
you’re meant for me,
6
and I’ll
be around
7 (so), 8
when she’s gone.
Goodbye, again,
and if you find a love like mine,
9
just now and then
10
drop me a line, [to]
say you’re feeling mighty fine.
11, [12], 13
When things go wrong
perhaps you’ll see
you’re meant for me,
14
and I’ll
be around
15 (so), 16
when she’s gone--
when
she’s gone.
17, 18
Of the eighteen changes I've marked, eleven--all the underscored
words--involve Holiday adding either a note or a down-glide to a word that, in
the original version of the song, is sung as a single syllable on a
single note.
Another musical tradition--not jazz--calls this process
ornamenting a melody. Maybe you'll have noticed that the words Holiday chose
to ornament fall into two groups: those referring to the singer of the song (I'll;
mine; me) and those referring to a hoped for/desired/dreamed of time (then;
when) of renewed contact or renewed availability of the beloved.
Holiday's interpretative strategy for this song is to emphasize exactly this
relation between the yearning singer and the yearned-for time.
The effect this emphasis has on the meaning of the song is
perhaps most readily understood by comparing Holiday's versions of "I'll
be Around" to the versions of other singers. Mildred Bailey's 1942
version emphasizes the singer's determination. Peggy
Lee's 1962 version the singer's vulnerability. In
contrast, Holiday hints at an enormous additional burden on both the singer
and the singer's fantasy that waiting entails. I find her version the
most poignant of any I've heard.
There's only a few additional points I want to make, though I
cannot fully develop them here. First, it's obvious to me that what
Holiday did in "I'll Be Around" is a deliberate strategy. It
is NOT some direct outpouring of emotion but a very carefully constructed way
of singing
a song aimed at evoking a certain emotional response. Second--and
this is related to the first--Holiday's approach to the song is holistic in
that it treats the song as a unified entity. It's not as if some part of
the song expresses determination, another fear, another whatever--but the
effect of the whole is achieved by deliberate, subtle changes that are
coordinate. This was a constant strategy in Holiday's work. Third, Holiday's
approach to "I'll be Around" is absolutely unique and original.
If you listen to how other singers try to interpret the song, you'll hear them
playing around with the timing and relative emphasis in phrases like
"I'll be around" (Cf. especially Little
Willie John--I'LL BE--around; and Tony
Bennett's tag: "I'll BE around--I'll--be around--I'll--Be--Around
from now on.") Holiday is the only singer I've ever heard in the
67-year recording history of the song who modifies its meaning by relying
largely on ornament. It's a technique she learned, I think, from
listening to Bessie Smith's recordings, and used earlier in her career as
well--and to very good effect (in such recordings as the 1937 "I Must
have That Man," where she moved first from the imperative
"MUST have" of all earlier singers to the possessive
"must HAVE" of her first two readings of the title line in her solo
to the seductive "must HA-AVE" of her third reading of the
title).
Best,
Joe Styles
Los Angeles, California